Uninspired. Lazy. Comfortable.

I've hit a block. That is of course in regards to this blog, I've hit a HUGE block. 

I am "Uninspired, lazy and comfortable"

Now, being comfortable doesn't sound that bad but umm news flash sometimes it's the most dangerous thing ever, like here. 

There is so much I want to write about, there is so much I keep thinking of all the time just SO MUCH. But I've lost it.
I don't trust myself enough now. And yeah this is me being really open about myself. I don't trust myself enough with my writing and my opinions and my beliefs. I don't trust myself to be able to write the feeling that I want to express. So yeah basically I've lost faith in my ability.

Then, I've become a slob. A mental slob [not the retard mental]. I've got stuff lined up but for some reason I just don't want to. I think about my blog everyday and all that I want for it and from it. Still, I'm a slob enough to do nothing about it. 

I have become too comfortable. 

This block has to go but I don't know how. I'm stuck. I'm stuck in a box of my own "Is it good enough?" and I don't know how to get out. 

I wish to draw something to capture a feeling or well write something, like my own personal masterpiece. I just can't find my masterpiece. 

This block has to go. This box has to fall apart. 

And I don't know. 

Damn damn damn. Where art thou my inspiration ? 

Come and save me.